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Thursday, March 31, 2005 12:08 pm
Decision-making.
Decision-making.
Yesterday was practically the worst day of my life. And probably one of the days I'd remember forever.
I had to make one of the toughest decision I've ever had: choosing which school I want to go. It was so stressful. And I got so frustrated, I cried. I didn't sleep until 2am and even when I fell asleep, it was restless. First I thought MI would be better for me since I'm more of the textbook kind of person. However, after my parents and my aunt and uncle talked to me, I was like Maybe poly isn't that bad.
I should go to poly because: --It's the closest I can get to be a doctor. If I go to MI, they don't offer Biology. But some people would tell me that maybe in university I could take Bio but it will be difficult cuz I only took Science Bio (not pure) in O levels. And even if I can be a doctor with the subjects already offered in MI, it's not the kind of doctor I want to be.
--I'll be the pioneer batch taking nursing. It's practically confirmed I'd get a diploma. Then I can go to work or I can continue my studies into university. It's a new course and they want nurses so there's probably a seat in university reserved for me right? I'm not going to say it's confirmed or anything in case it's not.
--Nurses are high in demand so it's definite I'll get a job. Right? If I go to MI, I might not pass my A-levels. And stopping there, I practically will have no where to go.
--I could study and work hard in my course and get scholarships (so what if they think i'm a nerd. I'm so not. No, I'm not). So I can go overseas or something. Fun, I know.
--I'll be attached to hospitals or whatever. That's fun isn't it? And they pay you.
--Maybe God wants me to get into Nursing. Maybe He purposely blocked my flow of reasonable thinking during the admission exercise (JIS) which led me to put Nursing as a choice.
I've said all this so many times that I've come to believe it. So, my choice is to go to poly. Poly it is. Right. You can do it, Nad.
Oh man. Did I make the right choice?

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