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I love flowers. I love spontaneity, and pleasant surprises. I'm dainty and ambitious; really. I nurse others. There's more than meets the eye when it comes to me.

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N A D I A H
200788
ngee ann poly
school of health sciences
Children's Emergency, KKWCH

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Sunday, May 21, 2006 9:58 pm
Feelings.



Watched Singapore Idol. Oh. My. God.
But they didn't show all those who got in. So hopefully those I didn't see on TV are better than those I saw just now. I was cringing and closing my eyes almost the whole time.

I watched the re-run of this week's American Idol. I shed tears while watching Elliot Yamin got the boot. He's adorable. It's so sad seeing him leave.

Omg. Is it so obvious we're not close anymore? Tini noticed, Shermine, whom I've only got close with, noticed, even her brother noticed that we're not close anymore! How? I'm not sure I wanna ask. Super depressing. She has someone else to take my place. She's content with her new group of friends. I've no significant place in her life like I used to have last time. She doesn't need me anymore. And I hate that I feel what I feel about this issue. Sigh.. I'm gonna miss her brother. **** it. Now I feel like crying. I wish I could just harden my heart and take Sher's advice to just forget about it and get over it but I can't help thinking of the past. I'm trying not to. I just want the way things used to be. I should shut up before my mom finds out I'm crying.

Sigh.. I feel very stupid this semester. I've been slacking like crazy in my studies. Skipping lectures. Walao. But it's not totally my fault. They just don't know how to organize everything properly. They teach us something then giving us assignments on something else. What the. Common tests are coming up in about 2 weeks, I think. I wish I have a week of study-break so that I can catch up on my studies and make my own notes. I know I can do it in 1 week.

Anyway, anyway. I might have a CCA already! RED CROSS. So exciting. I might be able to take part in the NorthStar Exercise. Or during NDP. And it might do good for my non-academic area.

I need to buy 1 month change of clothing. So every day of a month I have something different to wear. Then the next month I'll follow the sequence of Month 1. So in 1 year, each outfit will be worn only 12 times. I should do that. But first, I need to save up lotsa money. I shall start next month when my next allowance come. I WILL save up. If it means having to leave my wallet behind and half-starving my ass off, I'll do it. I hate being broke. The feeling just suck to the core.