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Saturday, July 15, 2006 8:37 pm
I'm mourning.
I almost got into a car accident when I was crossing the road towards my house just now. As I stepped into the house, my mother was there and I told her off-handedly that I almost got into a car accident. I was a little pissed that's why I was so.. couldn't be bothered kind of thing. But little did I know, it was, I don't know, a coincidence kind of thing, cuz my mom just got the news that her boss and her close friend got into a car accident. Her boss passed away (I will not cry!) and her friend's in a coma (I will NOT cry!). My mom's boss was quite well known. He got into the news. He was a writer as well I think. My house is full of his books. My mom's boss was like her father. He didn't mind if my mom came a little late or after the lunch break she comes in late (not that she does it on purpose). And her friend, she was quite close to her. Oh God. I feel for my mom. My throat's aching from trying to hold back my tears.
I would go into this philosophical thinking or deep thinking stuff. But I'm not in the mood. This is really saddening. Losing someone close is really hard. It's so hard. I wish I have a secret place where I can cry by myself.
The world is coming to an end.

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