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A Note

I love flowers. I love spontaneity, and pleasant surprises. I'm dainty and ambitious; really. I nurse others. There's more than meets the eye when it comes to me.

 Yours Truly

N A D I A H
200788
ngee ann poly
school of health sciences
Children's Emergency, KKWCH

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Friday, August 18, 2006 10:13 pm
Thanks for the hurt.



For once, I wish nobody would read my blog. Especially this entry. Because I hate to show the world how sad, how vulnerable, how hurt I am. I hate the world to see how fucking weak I am. How easily hurt I can get. Maybe there's this sign only I can't see that says "Hurt me."

But anyway, there's no where else for me to say this except here. So if you could just leave me with a little bit of dignity/face/whatever, don't read on.

Who am I kidding? As if I can stop you.

So this guy came into my life. Yada, yada, yada, all the sweetest words, all the most exciting feelings. You know, I just don't think I'm ever going to believe anyone who says "I Love You" to me again.

I've been led on. Time and time again. It keeps happening. It keeps happening so many times that I'm not going to believe anymore. I'm not going to care anymore.

I'm giving up. So people would say "Noooo you shouldn't give up". But I've felt this ugly feeling so many times that it's finally convinced me that I should give up. I can't stand the feeling anymore.

Just.. No more.