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A Note

I love flowers. I love spontaneity, and pleasant surprises. I'm dainty and ambitious; really. I nurse others. There's more than meets the eye when it comes to me.

 Yours Truly

N A D I A H
200788
ngee ann poly
school of health sciences
Children's Emergency, KKWCH

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Sunday, February 04, 2007 1:36 pm
A reminder.



Thanks to a passerby, I've come back from hiatus. Not that I'm long gone to call it hiatus. But I've come up from soaking myself in sorrow. Haha I sound like I was in such a deep depressive mode, like I'm suicidal or something. Eww.

Anyway, he/she reminded me my 'motto': No one can make me feel inferior without my consent.

Instead of thinking negatively when someone talks to me like that, like he/she is mocking me, I actually smiled.

Thank you.

Why does she get everything I want? She's like there whenever I'm involve in or with something. She gets the attention, she gets into the same school as me, same course. Well, there are a lot more that she gets that I don't want to say. She also gets the cute guy I've been eyeing since I stepped into this school. She even gets my friend's cute guy! This is simply outrageous and it's fucking pissing me off. You tell me how can I not be feeling sorry for myself. I think I'm normal. Who wouldn't be pissed off and feel the back was stabbed or the heart squeezed when this kind of thing happens?

I can't wait to travel overseas by MYSELF. Leave all this behind and start anew.

"I used to think it would be wonderful for every day to really be a new day. I mean, to be born again each day. You reach a point in your life when you've grown as much as you will and then you start these multiple existence. Today, I'll be Nadiah. Tomorrow I'll be...Sarah. The day after I'll be Diana, and it will be more than just a change of names. I'd have a different history each day and a different personality, too. That would be more fun, don't you think?"

"If that happened, how could you ever fall in love or be part of anything significant or become anything?"

"That's the point. You'd just start something and never finish and never, ever be disappointed. It would all end too soon for defeat and sadness. We become different people before we die anyway."