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Friday, January 18, 2008 5:59 pm
Wishing and Hoping.
I hate work! Not that anything horrible is happening to me. I just plain hate work. When I was young I've never thought of working. Sure I've had ambitions like having a 'Dr.' in front of my name, but I've never really thought I'd go out into the world and work for money. When I got older, the hope of not working became even stronger. I wanted to study forever. Will I be correct if I say "Where would I get the money to study?" is the question on your mind? For me, money doesn't grow on trees.
Actually I don't mind working. I just hate starting low and having to work my way up. I hate facing up to the seniors and bosses. Maybe starting my own business won't have me do that. But I hate business.
Well, I guess I can't escape. Especially not when I'm planning to further my studies in the UK with Aisyah!
I wanna stay in budget apartments in a good neighbourhood. I wanna sit in tiered lecture theatres with thick textbooks on my tiny desk that comes attached to the seat. I wanna sit at wooden tables and benches or have a stroll in campus. I wanna wear scrubs or their uniform when having attachments in the hospitals. I wanna be friends with people with to-die-for British accents. I wanna go upscale shopping in London. I wanna visit a couple of old castles in the country. I wanna put on fashionable winter coats and wrap a thick stylish scarf around my neck and stride confidently in heeled boots across the roads. I wanna get a degree in Emergency Nursing there.
I don't think I'd need an adrenaline shot ever cuz I WILL have an adrenaline rush everytime I see a cute English guy there. Which I have a feeling would be everywhere. Hahaha.
And, I wanna find Mr. Right there. And Aisyah will sing me my theme song.
Hahaha.
But first, I have to go through 3 years of working in Singapore. I have to save up every last penny I can get my hands on. Damn! 3 years of work can't be enough to live in UK. Not even if I save and not ever touch all of my salary. *Mental calculations* Oh my God. I'm starting to think it's impossible to study in UK. Oh God, oh God. I hope there'll be scholarships there. I mean, China students who come to Singapore have bonds for 6 years. I hope it's similar over there. Please, please, please, please, PLEASE!

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