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Monday, April 21, 2008 6:14 pm
RN Nadiah.
I just saw the NP Graduation 2008 Website. Disappointed like hell. I regret not doing well consistently, especially during the first semester of each year, namely Year 1 and 2. I hate all those B+ that I got. Who knows, by one mark I could have gotten an A. And I got a bloody whole lot of B-pluses. Suck to the core, I tell you.
Anyway, I'm updating for the sake of Aisyah. Who's probably bored. Or not anymore since she's buddy buddy with her bestie.
Work is fine. Stressed like whatever. I've been in an adult women's ward for 3 months and I'm suddenly in the pediatric emergency setting. A whole new world to me. If I could, I'd work in a normal emergency department where adults are also part of the patients. But I'm bonded to KK Women's and Children's Hospital. It's a super specialized hospital. I'm going to become a specialized nurse. Imagine that.
So, yea. I've got lots to learn, lots of confidence to build up, lots of competing, lots of pleasing to do. I'm sure along the way, I'm gonna have lots of disappointment, embarrassment, stupidity, nervousness and periods of depression, too. And I'm bloody sure, there's gonna be times when I'll be yelled at and scolded at by either my senior, the doctors or the parents, where all the negative feelings listed above will mix together and make me cry.
Oh God.





PS Definitely, Maybe is quite a boring movie. It's SOOO long, I actually thought of leaving the theatre halfway.

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